It has been an interesting couple months. New job, a beautiful woman that wants to be around me, a possibility of forclosure, and a possible new apartment viewing in a day. So many things happening at once, it blows me away. I am in a whirlwind of confusion. It's like being rolled by a wave when you get crushed. By it has lasted a few months. This is a new experience for me, so I am just trying to figure out how to deal with everything.
I hear the expression that this time it will be different. I like to believe it will but in 25 years I've seen everything nearly mirror everything else. I hold out hope, I dream, but i regularly end up being let down. Maybe I need to lower my expectations, no fuck that. I don't settle for easy. I seek difficult and trying. Bring it on
I know what I need to do. I know where I want to end up. My perseverence will show. Just keep focused and determined.
